The start of my LifeAfter.

This blog is for me and my LifeAfter.

I am the mother of a preterm labor baby that did not survive.
(Preterm labor-labor that begins before the 37th week of pregnancy)
I went into the hospital on the morning of Jan' 3rd pregnant at 21 weeks and 6 days and left the same day in the  late PM no longer pregnant and no baby in my arms. All I have left of her is a purple box with a picture of her, a teddy bear, her weight and length card and her very tiny pink baby knit cap.

I will never forget my daughter nor do I want to but I do need to move forward and with her no longer in my future I have set new goals for myself and have new ambitions for my future. I want to see how I evolve and how I go about meeting my goals by looking back at this blog and remembering.

My goals are simple and I don't think I will have too many problems meeting them as long as my ambitions stick with me.

I will not sugarcoat anything and will not hold back my thoughts and I will be blunt. I want to be honest with myself and about myself.
If I am anything but then what is the point in me doing this blog?

Meet me here tomorrow to see how I manage my LifeAfter.
                                                              -Cassie.